My city was gone

[mahy sit-ee woz gawn]: The conservative talk show host Rush Limbaugh uses the opening riff of this song as the theme music for his radio show. Limbaugh and Hynde have radically different political views, but she cannot stop him from using the song as long as the show continues to pay royalties.

The House That God Has Forgotten part 56: Martyr time.

So today was the big day I got my protocol. As to be expected, they threw me out to the wind. I am responsible for almost everything and that they want to send it up to the warden to see what my “punishment” shall be.

In other words, if they lay down the investigation, or if they try to make an example and make an attempt to send me to PAN (highly almost impossible they would even accept it).

It is all pretty much bullshit if you ask me. Blaming me for something that is not entirely my fault. They want me to fall on the sword and my plan is to write a long paper telling them what is wrong up there.

I am not going to get into it again (security reasons), but the whole thing was handled really shitty. Something that was told to me that would be a simple investigation was one-sided and very little of what I (or my person) had to say was not added. It was more like…

“On this date this person did this…on this date this person did that. Ect, etc”.

I do not want to sound like a martyr here, but I do not understand for the life of me how I could end up being the one, the only one that is blamed for everything in this mess!

Oh well… So the investigation is not over, nor will it be for a long time and I am still not allowed to go up there and work. So it is, I do not really care anymore. I can rot away in security checks and yawn and look uninterested all day.

I notice that things are icy from me and the bosses lately. I think they know I am not their biggest fan right now (nor will I ever be after this). I hate being a topic of conversation amongst them (again).

The job search is going ok…still trying to find something that is flexible and that works with my daughter. I hope that this awful job is a place I have to be stuck at just because of my situation.

I am not going to write much here today. I just wanted to keep you updated on what is going on.

This is not the whole world for me (trust me, I have some family issues that are a bit more serious going on), and I am not letting it bring me down.

If you come up with something that I should add to my defence leave me a comment on my Facebook page, I need all the help and info I can get!

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